Today, while heading back home, I was daydreaming a bit and just thinking about the past year of my life as the scenery was passing by me. There were ups and downs, there were high points and low points, there were joyful times and frustrating times, and some parts were easy and others were a struggle.
At one point during my thought process, I began to wonder "what if..." to a few of the things that happened.
For example,
"What if I had stayed at the daycare and made more money, as opposed to going back to camp for the summer?" -- this thought crossed my head as I am dwindling in the money in my bank category with little job prospect currently. Then I got thinking to all of the blessings that came from going to camp. New great friends, fabulous memories, and just overall a positive feeling. Whereas, when I thought about my life at the daycare and staying there, I realized that I definitely made the right choice. Despite the uncertainty of how things will turn out, there is a faith in Christ that helps get over that, to know that He will provide in one way or another.
Currently, I'm in some pressing times, but I hope I can look back at this and know that it was just another struggle or two that God is using to strengthen me and that in the end I will come out on top!...
...only time will tell, but I know that good will come out of this and I will have peace of mind about this time in my life.
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